Bored

So I think this blog should be more about me... I am still going to use it to help other Military members that are in the same spot I am in but so far I have left most of my private life out of it.

I talked to some members of my family tonight back east (south, cause I'm a souther boy) and it made me relize how much I miss them and wish I had told them. I am not ready to tell my family yet that I am HIV +. I just don't understand how to tell my family that I am HIV +. I do miss them and I feel so bad about not telling them. People tells me I need to tell my family but I am not ready. I want ya'll to know that I am not personally not ready but that might not be the right thing for everyone. If you feel like your family should know and would be ready for it then more power too you. I will look up links and post them at a later date on how to tell you family so that it might help you. Right now in my life I don't think my family would understand very well and it makes it hard because I am very close to my family and they are number 1 in my life but I am not ready to let them on. So if you fell like you want to tell your family and they will understand then go ahead because it will only help in the long run I hope.

I did get pissed today because I was at the pool sunning and read the pool rules while I was there and they really made me mad. One of them stated "Persons with a Infectious Disease are not allowed to use pool". That really kinda upset me. People need a lesson when they write those things. A person with HIV has a Infectious Disease but anyone who knows anything about HIV knows that it can not be passed that way. HIV virus dies as soon as it hits water or air but it is still considered a Infectious Disease. Sorry that just kinda made me mad and upset and relize that the general people don't accept people like me and I wish I could give them a lesson.

So there is my blog for the day, not really much to say. If ya'll have a topic I should hit on please let me know